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11/28/2002 Entry: "Gratitude"
Hmmm...my most recent prayer to my HP before i go to bed every night has been "Thank you, God. Thank you for everything. Good and bad. Even things I don't understand. Thank you."
I will begin with my list:
1. I am grateful for the willingness and faith I have that allows me to show up in a scary world today.
2. I am grateful for the gift of restraint and detachment which i never had before. I used to quite reactionary, combative and compulsive.
3. I would say of my past relationships, "this one is the healthiest unhealthy relationship i've ever been in." I am grateful for my current relationship-its actually a healthy one. I was always attracted to abusive people and i too was very abusive to myself and others. as long as i do the next right thing, show up for recovery, my current relationship will remain healthy and can only get better.
4. i'm grateful for my job. so many others are unemployed right now.
5. i'm grateful that the people i've found in recovery, both in the rooms and here as a result of this forum.
i need to just say this before i log off: i am powerless over marijuana and alcohol. That said, i'm off to my 20th high school reunion tomorrow in pennsylvania...to see people i' haven't kept in touch with for just as long. it starts at 6:00 p.m....keep me in your thoughts...please. happy thanksgiving everyone
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